Over the last 7 years I’ve put 110% of my time and energy into UPstar Music. There have been so many incredible moments throughout the years that I will never forget. I was able to chase my passion, create friendships that I’ll have for the rest of my life, and live in Nashville for close to 3 years. There is so much gratitude to go around and I wouldn’t change this time in my life for anything. Lately, I’ve done a lot of soul searching and I’ve made the decision to close this chapter of my life with UPstar Music and move back to NY to teach, coach, and get my master’s degree.

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Recently, I was on vacation and I just couldn’t shake the pressure and stress that came with UPstar. I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders. I decided to go for a walk on the beach to clear my head and suddenly everything shifted. I stopped and asked myself “Where do you see yourself in 5 years?” When I took the time to think about it, I realized it wasn’t UPstar Music and it wasn’t living in Nashville. On this trip with my family, I was able to get away from the chaos and realize how unhappy I’ve actually been and think back on how long I’ve just been going through the motions. The music industry can be a dark place, and it was slowly eating away at me and my mental health. The constant pressure of having to be 10 steps ahead, working 24/7, going 100 mph, and having to focus on numbers and followers and seeking validation to feel seen just isn’t the life I want to live anymore. Since I’ve made my decision to move home, I have been so much happier and I’m finally being present and living in the moment.

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I’ve put lots of thought into this and I couldn’t be happier - I am really at peace with my decision. I’ve had a lot of phone calls and conversations with important people in my life and I’m thankful for everyone who’s got my back as I start this next chapter of my life. Nashville will always have a piece of my heart. This isn’t a goodbye it’s just a see you later. Thank you for everything.

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- Jamie Shoemaker | Founder of UPstar Music